Oats We Sow

is it totally pathetic that i feel the need to completely destroy mysel in order to connect with reasons why. well i get it. these drugs.. they leave you heartless. except im strong enough to keep my heart. i love my heart. it gets me through it all. i love all. life isn’t worth hate. it’s finding your inner peace. he almost broke my heart, but you know what? there’s nothing to be afraid of. i want to get my heart broken. i want to care about someone so much that i am in anguis. it’s crazy but i need that. to know that i wont be alone. i never, ever, want to be alone

probably

the scariest thing about our predictions,

is that sometimes the come true

You may wonder, ‘How can I leave it all behind if I am just coming back to it? How can I make a new beginning if I simply return to the old?’ The answer lies in the return. You will not come back to the ‘same old thing.’ What you return to has changed because you have changed. Your perceptions will be altered. You will not incorporate into the same body, status, or world you left behind. The river has been flowing while you were gone. Now it does not look like the same river.

- Stephen Foster