January 2012
1 post
is it totally pathetic that i feel the need to completely destroy mysel in order to connect with reasons why. well i get it. these drugs.. they leave you heartless. except im strong enough to keep my heart. i love my heart. it gets me through it all. i love all. life isn’t worth hate. it’s finding your inner peace. he almost broke my heart, but you know what? there’s nothing to...
May 2011
6 posts
probably
the scariest thing about our predictions,
is that sometimes the come true
You may wonder, ‘How can I leave it all behind if I am just coming back to it? How can I make a new beginning if I simply return to the old?’ The answer lies in the return. You will not come back to the ‘same old thing.’ What you return to has changed because you have changed. Your perceptions will be altered. You will not incorporate into the same body, status, or world...
April 2011
7 posts
“I don’t really want to become normal, average, standard. I want merely to gain...”
– Anaïs Nin (via julie911)
“None of us really changes over time. We only become more fully what we are.”
– Anne Rice (via kari-shma)
and
when i go back now,
it wont be the same
who i once trusted with my deepest thoughts, fears
my only source of happiness
now mean very little, if anything to me
the boy i followed aimlessly, trying to make him fall in love with me
is now just another number on my list
my body, once pure and lively
may never recover from the hell it went through this year
the person i thought i was, who i...
in this
solitude, i find ecstasy
March 2011
16 posts
“Ask most people what they want out of life, and the answer is simple: to be...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via withoutyouimnothing)
“It’s true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without...”
– Everything is Illuminated, Jonathan Safran Foer (via bonjourbryn)
i missed you anorexia,
like really, i did.
“Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank...”
– Invictus by William Ernest Henley, submitted be wearediamonds (via quote-book)
“I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another...”
– Nicholas Sparks (Dear John)
this
is where my heart is,
underneath all the pain this place has caused me
the moment i find happiness
all those memories become repressed
and i start to doubt why i even left in the first place
i fell in love, restrengthened relationships and discovered more of myself
i can’t wait to come back and see where this goes,
i will miss you for now, but maybe, you’ll come back to me
and...
all is well
i know the truth
and it set me free,
from all of my doubts.
but only brought me closer
to my own truth about you.
February 2011
9 posts
our friendship was once my world,
and now it means nothing
i no longer care to try…
i have changed
i have moved
i will keep going forward
don’t try to pull me back in
whywontitend
please, just end
please
:) →
January 2011
20 posts
you’ll be gone and i’ll be happier
...
“The faster we live, the less emotion is left in the world. The slower we live,...”
– Stanko Abadžic (via hit-or-miss)
