is it totally pathetic that i feel the need to completely destroy mysel in order to connect with reasons why. well i get it. these drugs.. they leave you heartless. except im strong enough to keep my heart. i love my heart. it gets me through it all. i love all. life isn’t worth hate. it’s finding your inner peace. he almost broke my heart, but you know what? there’s nothing to be afraid of. i want to get my heart broken. i want to care about someone so much that i am in anguis. it’s crazy but i need that. to know that i wont be alone. i never, ever, want to be alone
